Maggots Michael. You're eating maggots. How do they taste?

Last night I watched for the centillionth (it's a word, look it up) time what is arguably the best vampire movie of all time... ok AFTER Interview with the Vampire... and only if you can get past the ridiculous 1980's clothes that they wear. The Lost Boys is a classic, and you know it.


And who can forget the luscious Jason Patric? yumm.. I was wondering what he was up to lately, looks like not much. I also was wondering if he's still hot...


yep.

Lucky for them these 2 kids have never had to live up to the "are they still hot" factor. Poor Coreys never were...


...and still aren't.

I was watching American Idol last night, and I thought "ya know, if my dog were human she would look just like pop sensation Leona Lewis.."

So I should have like 4 more days until I get to start TTC again... While I wait I have picked up knitting and I am trying my hand at this hat but in black:

being on "the pill" this month will hopefully get my body back in shape for egg producing, and THIS TIME I will not dwell/stress/obsess over it. I will just go to my RE appointments, calmly stick myself with a needle every night, and quietly obsess about it in my head...

Oh, and I want this baby onsie BAD:

The Ocean

So we went away to forget about work, fertility, blah blah... enjoy the pics....

Keeping her warm.

Lucy being very happy

A very cold Molly

Molly trying to figure out how to get us to live on the beach.

She was scared of the fire, but too cold to really care.


I do luvz the ocean...

Thanks, Postsecret.com...

Ahhh, Seattle...

I am officially on vacation. I should be in New York City celebrating my anniversary with my dear husband, but unfortunately I spent all of our money on medical crap, so I am in Seattle at my sister-in-law's place. We have all been playing Rock Band (I tell ya, you haven't lived until you've hears an 8 year old little girl sing Metallica. My niece kicks ass.). Actually, I have been listening to them play while I read The Nanny Diaries and Bonk, the Curious Science of Sex.

Oh, and applying Mendhi (henna) to my hand:

I think I will do my feet next. I like this design:

I totally want a sari now...

Kitschy

So I found these yesterday... and I love them :-) I have no idea where to put them, but I couldn't resist...

For your enjoyment :-) Go Muppet Show!

This is me......

So I don't know who will ever read this, but I figured I would chronicle my little life on this huge planet. I will call myself Lucky Jones here....

Start out with my likes/dislikes....

I like hot baths, living in the Pacific Northwest, and bargain shopping for cute shoes. I like going to thrift stores with my sister (in law) and finding kitch. I will most likely post my favorites here. I love my husband, my dogs Lucy and Jelly, my cat Lucky. I love snuggling in with the dogs on either side of me so close I can't move....

Lucy is the big yellow lab...Look closely, see Jelly next to me??


I love to read books on sex, death, strippers, and heroines who do heroin (Body of a Girl by Leah Stewart, good book if you like to read)...


I don't like when people say "supposibly" or "nip it in the butt". I don't like confrontation, but I find a need to do it frequently at work. And I don't like feeling helpless.

Ok, now here's me....

I am a 34 year old wife of nine years. I work as a store manager for a well known company which shall remain nameless for now. I live in the Pacific Northwest, probably one of the most beautiful places you will ever see. I am currently working on my life's work - trying to get pregnant. It's been a long, hard journey... a lot of ups and downs....

Currently I am in the "down" part.

I see an amazing doctor who has pinpointed my issue. I have had more tests than a college student in the last 6 months. I have spent thousands of dollars.

My name is Lucky, and I have a hormone deficiency.

I don't respond to clomid, a common fertility drug. I do respond to injections of a hormone I should be producing on my own. The problem is I responded too well and now have 3 large cysts which should be babies. So this month I am taking off from the whole "poking myself with a needle everyday" thing. I say fuck it for now.

FUCK IT!

I am going on vacation starting April 3, 2008 at 5pm PST until Sunday, April 13 at 7PM. and I am going to drink heavily, buy shoes, and forget about this little problem for a while....